x] gotten kissed
[x] gotten a phone taken away in class
[x] gotten suspended
[x] gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 4

[ ] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x] missed school just because you felt like it
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 7

[x] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[X] text people during class
[X] passed notes
[X] threw stuff across the room
[X] laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 12

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal
[X] took pictures during school hours
[X] called someone during school hours
[X] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[ ] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 16

[X] threw something at the teacher
[X] went outside the classroom without permission
[ ] broke the dress code
[X] failed a class
[X] ate food during class
Total So Far: 20

[X] gotten a call from school
[X] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[X] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school
Total so far: 25

[X] faked your parents signature
[X] slept in class
[X] cursed at your teacher
[X] copied homework
[X] got in trouble with the principal/the vice principal
Total So Far: 30

Multiply by 4: 90% baaad in school

AHHAHAHAHAHAH
YOUR TURN

valentine's a fucking joke

ahahah

This is a rant. If you don't care don't fucking read it.

So I'm tired of life at the moment. School feels like jail, I feel like a fat ass failure, people are fucking mean, and I hate myself.

School feels like a waste of time, stuck in a place where I hate half the people, the memories, everything. I can't take walking down the halls, being around people who are mean, stuck in a room with someone I thought I onced loved, but in truth he ripped me apart. I feel like I'm falling apart at the seams, I can't breath really, I'm under so much pressure.

I'm being torn apart, I'm told I'm pretty, by alot of people, but I just don't see it. I look in the mirror, and thing "fuck, another day with this ugly, and this fat." I'm also being told I'm fat and I should screw off, get a life. i can't stand it. I'm not going to kill myself, don't tell my "omg don't do it I love you!!!" but fuck guys. THis is the internet. Not real life. DOn't take me wrong I like talking to peole, but really.
I feel like I'm fat and I don't look good at all. I feel like I fail at life, and I've been getting back inot shit I know I shouldnt. I've already tried to kill myself three times. It's amazing how much hate I have towards myself. I'm not surpreised, I'm cutting once in a while, not h core but still. I haven't eaten a full meal in a week. maybe a bag of almonds and an apple a day, but i do have somethings, maily drinks, water and what not. Tea. Whatever. BUt i can't do anything about it. I feel like a failure when I eat. It feels fine, natureal, but there a part of me that is screaming that it's wrong. I feel fat, bloated and after. I can't stand this anymore,I want to feel good about myself. But I can't, I can't tell anyone really about this. I'm scared and I feel dead inside. This whole month feels like nothing to me, just waking up and doing what i have to. Not bothering to really live life. I just hate being told I'm fat, ugly and stupid. It make's me feel even less then hat i lalready think. By myself I've almost driven myself over the edge, more than once. And it feels like that's coming back, but worse this time. I feel like I'm watching my world go on, and i'm staying in one place. I feel numb. Music helps, but it doesn' fill the empty void I have, nothing seems to.


I just don't know what to do.

Guys are fucking stupid.

And yet so am I.

DONT DATE. IT ENDS UP BITING YOU IN THE ASS SOON ENOUGH.